My past week started with a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner. It was the first time I was able to spend it in a place I feel at home! My mom recently moved to the outskirts of Denver, and I have 3 cousins in Colorado! So we all spent Thanksgiving dinner at my mom’s place. My sisters flew in for the occasion as well. It was a lot of fun, and as a tradition we normally say what we are thankful for. I am sure this is the same tradition in most households for this special day throughout the United States, but it was especially moving this year because of everything going on right now whether its the slow economy or personal funks… When talking to my family at dinner as well as calling my other family with whom I was unable to be with on this special day, the re-occuring theme was health. I am so lucky to have a healthy family, and for myself to be healthy again.
I can’t tell you how many people have come up to me lately and say I look so much different from last year. Even my uncle gave me what I would call a back handed compliment saying “wow, you look so much better than the last time i saw you”! Thanks……. I guess. But really I feel great.
This weekends results may not seem the best, but like a friend of mine told me… I’m not 18 anymore!! Possibly another backhanded compliment, but I interpret it this way…….
In my life, and in more specifically my ski career, I have had many peaks and valleys. Climbing to the top with the innocence of a young girl, anything was possible, and any result was a great result. Not qualifying for a second run was still fresh in my memory and every day was a learning experience. That flowed naturally into a year where everything was possible, and the podium was waiting for me at the finish of every race. Then something knocked me off my game, and after a few mediocre results, and some injuries, my body was not responding to my mind, and thats when the ripple effect happens, slowly my mind stops responding too… So here I am with a new body that is responding great! But now my mind needs to catch up! So I am working on that innocence I used to have, and to erase last year, and move forward!
So on what I think about my 13th place! I kicked ass. It was so good to feel like anything was possible when I left the start gate. Now with those first race jitters out of the way, I am so stoked for Downhill in Canada. And to be healthy.
There were too many injuries this weekend on the women’s side and men’s side to not sit back again and be thankful for my health. So lets all wish Tj, and the rest health and smooth healing.
Aloha xoxo
Julia
p.s. I am also thankful for all of my fans! You keep me smiling everyday no matter how icy it is out there!